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Saturday, February 25, 2006

angry yet helpless suddenly>

okay, let mi tell u wad had happened to mi yest.. juz a stupid and idiotic thing.. wth.. i was working eventually at level 72 at first.. cos alot of pple cancel shift and becos of some other stupid reason which i am damn bloody pissed at.. i was being transferred to station 3.. which is downstairs at level 71..

wth, i am being kicked down from level 72 i tot.. but wad can i do.. is not within my control.. the moment i came down, my right eye twitched.. this is a bad omen.. i told henry.. then he said, later sure sure got bad thing happen to u.. but i din take it to heart.. and continue to work.. station 3 was damn busy lah.. and i work there ALONE.. this is bloody shit.. wan to help mi lose weight oso can't use this way.. i feel like i can die of fatigue at any moment at that point of time.. luckily damien keep on adding pple to help mi later on..

first period of happy hour was over.. i was so happy that i can relax abit.. then during the second period of happy hour, its WORST! i can't even noe wad i am doing.. being pulled here and there by so many stupid ang moh to take order.. hey, i am working alone in my station k, can't u wait. i am damn bloody pissed. but nvm.. when i walk to the main bar to collect my bill for settlement, and wanted to leave the dance floor, an BLOODY F****** angmoh pushed mi so hard tat i stunned and stared at him angrily, he was trying to kiss his girlfren, but his girlfren retaliate and pushed him away, being so angry tat his gf danced with other guys and not allowing him to kiss her, he came to mi and grabbed my neck, pushing my face to him, trying to kiss mi. shocked and angry, i dodged my face away and pushed his face away(SHLD HAF USE MY BILL FOLDER TO SMACK HIS FACE) but i din, cos he's still a cust.. but my manager said i haf to rights to do everything to him cos he's doing something not right to mi..

this scene was been witnessed by my colleague cos he working at station 4.. feeling so angry and helpless.. i went away from the dance floor and try to find my manager.. but yest the bar was so packed and messy.. i can't even find a person i can talk to.. feeling so helpless and afraid, i din dare to walk to the dance floor and continue to work.. after that, skip pulled mi to one side with all the bouncer and that stupid ang moh.. then we went down to the security office.. actually i din wan to pursue this matter anymore, cos he din kiss mi oso..

at the security office, police came and take down my statement, after much consideration, i decided not to pursue this matter anymore and accepted that ang moh's apology, although he sounded quite stupid.. but forget it.. i dun wan to see his face anymore can liao..

long entry i got today.. haha.. but i juz felt tat everytim ei work at level 71.. sure got something bad happened, first being hit by ice block.. now this thing.. haiz.. muz go pray pray liao.. this year not good for mi lah.. all the worst things happened to mi.. but this is life i guess.. trauma by traumas in my life juz make mi stronger and independent.. maybe to an extent tat i dun wish to depend on any other pple.. cos i only trust myself..

k guys, i am alright.. dun worry for mi.. tata=)

# posted by eling | Saturday, February 25, 2006

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