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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

shopping day=)>

yeah! its payday again.. means shopping day=) but i din enjoy the process of collecting pay.. wth.. dun wish to mention anyway.. juz makes my blood boil.. hai..

anyway, i went to wing tai warehouse with suiling.. the price there is WOW! cheap cheap and cheap.. haha.. one shirt cost about 40+ yet they sell 9 bucks over there.. HOWEVER, the sizes there is big lah.. i am having so much problem fitting one tat will suit mi, so i dun need to mention abt suiling.. but anyway, we din made tat trip wasteful.. hahahas :D

suddenly, i am thinking alot of our frenship.. i tot time can cure everything.. but no.. i knew there's nothing to cure our frenship.. its dead i think.. somekind of dead.. u shld noe wad i meant.. the way u talked to mi is like i am pestering u.. okay. I'M so so so SORRY.. bloody sorry if i ever make u feel pissed.. but wadever, i dun think i mean anything to u anymore. so forget it.. my apologies are no longer effective since the day u gave mi death penalty..

u no longer give mi a chance to save back our frenship.. so i dun even bother how long tat is.. six years is basically nothing.. foolish foolish mi to think tat u will reconsider back this frenship.. but i noe u wont.. ur actions showed it so clear to mi.. so wad u said and wad u did doesn't even tally actually.. nvm, its doesn't matter to mi anyway, i can no longer gain back ur trust anyway.. so i shld haf juz delete my memory of how many promises we made together.. taiwan trip and bla bla bla.. all delete.. u dun even appreciate wad i did to u, why am i being a bloody idiot fool pestering u?

suddenly i felt like leaving NAB at this moment.. cos i dunno how to face NAB pple.. all of them keep asking mi wad happened to mi and u when i dun wish to mention it.. everytime i mention once my heart hurts once.. u will nv noe this feeling.. count mi a bloody idiot loser, i dun give it a damn.

wadever and ever, i am feeling lost suddenly. damn lost

# posted by eling | Tuesday, February 28, 2006 | 0 comments

Saturday, February 25, 2006

angry yet helpless suddenly>

okay, let mi tell u wad had happened to mi yest.. juz a stupid and idiotic thing.. wth.. i was working eventually at level 72 at first.. cos alot of pple cancel shift and becos of some other stupid reason which i am damn bloody pissed at.. i was being transferred to station 3.. which is downstairs at level 71..

wth, i am being kicked down from level 72 i tot.. but wad can i do.. is not within my control.. the moment i came down, my right eye twitched.. this is a bad omen.. i told henry.. then he said, later sure sure got bad thing happen to u.. but i din take it to heart.. and continue to work.. station 3 was damn busy lah.. and i work there ALONE.. this is bloody shit.. wan to help mi lose weight oso can't use this way.. i feel like i can die of fatigue at any moment at that point of time.. luckily damien keep on adding pple to help mi later on..

first period of happy hour was over.. i was so happy that i can relax abit.. then during the second period of happy hour, its WORST! i can't even noe wad i am doing.. being pulled here and there by so many stupid ang moh to take order.. hey, i am working alone in my station k, can't u wait. i am damn bloody pissed. but nvm.. when i walk to the main bar to collect my bill for settlement, and wanted to leave the dance floor, an BLOODY F****** angmoh pushed mi so hard tat i stunned and stared at him angrily, he was trying to kiss his girlfren, but his girlfren retaliate and pushed him away, being so angry tat his gf danced with other guys and not allowing him to kiss her, he came to mi and grabbed my neck, pushing my face to him, trying to kiss mi. shocked and angry, i dodged my face away and pushed his face away(SHLD HAF USE MY BILL FOLDER TO SMACK HIS FACE) but i din, cos he's still a cust.. but my manager said i haf to rights to do everything to him cos he's doing something not right to mi..

this scene was been witnessed by my colleague cos he working at station 4.. feeling so angry and helpless.. i went away from the dance floor and try to find my manager.. but yest the bar was so packed and messy.. i can't even find a person i can talk to.. feeling so helpless and afraid, i din dare to walk to the dance floor and continue to work.. after that, skip pulled mi to one side with all the bouncer and that stupid ang moh.. then we went down to the security office.. actually i din wan to pursue this matter anymore, cos he din kiss mi oso..

at the security office, police came and take down my statement, after much consideration, i decided not to pursue this matter anymore and accepted that ang moh's apology, although he sounded quite stupid.. but forget it.. i dun wan to see his face anymore can liao..

long entry i got today.. haha.. but i juz felt tat everytim ei work at level 71.. sure got something bad happened, first being hit by ice block.. now this thing.. haiz.. muz go pray pray liao.. this year not good for mi lah.. all the worst things happened to mi.. but this is life i guess.. trauma by traumas in my life juz make mi stronger and independent.. maybe to an extent tat i dun wish to depend on any other pple.. cos i only trust myself..

k guys, i am alright.. dun worry for mi.. tata=)

# posted by eling | Saturday, February 25, 2006 | 0 comments

Friday, February 24, 2006

home alone>

guess wad time i woke up today? 9.30am! this is shitty lah.. cos i can't get back to sleep anymore.. dunno why... maybe its becos the exams mood still not over yet and i am used to sleeping for 2 to 3 hrs a day.. thats why i woke up so early..

my parent's away for genting trip again.. leaving mi and my brother at home.. haha.. but actually i will be working.. so it doesn't make a difference.. from the time i woke up till now i haf been doing nothing.. haha.. juz surf net all the way.. trying to find some information for hair rebonding.. jiang and i decided to do rebonding again.. my hair is out of shape again lah.. haiz.. anyone noe any good and cheap rebonding muz info mi k? thanks=)

my cough is bad. it juz wont go away.. no matter wad medicine i ate, its useless. wth.. i hate the feeling of coughing, like my throat is stuck with something.. this is sucky.

okay, i'm gonna stop complaining and prepare for work liao.. need to get a new black pants too.. hahas.. update u guys another day=)

# posted by eling | Friday, February 24, 2006 | 0 comments

exams over!>

yeah! exams finally over! wee... haha.. and i am gonna start work tmr.. can't wait to start worklng.. miss my colleagues so so so much..

today i spent so much shopping.. cos i am deprived of it.. haha.. tats why muz work harder to earn my money back.. haha.. went orchard with my colleagues.. felt abit weird at first as some things changes.. but i guess i had to cope with this for the rest of my life bah.. wadever and ever, i oso dunno wat i can do to make things better. *sighs* but i think ur new hair cut is great, make u look younger even though. hahas.

went to indochine at wisma after our late dinner.. indochine's great.. with their live band there.. guys, if u finding a place to relax, my recommendation will be indochine.. haha.. and the price of the drinks there is reasonable oso.. dong, sorry that i din really talked much with u and jiang juz now.. i really apologise for tat.. cos i'm with my frens there.. dun get too upset over it okay? anything feel free to contact mi hor =)

hmm.. gonna turn in early tonite cos tmr will be working.. i'm deprived of sleep too.. cos of exams lah.. its reasonable.. nitez pple. take care=))

# posted by eling | Friday, February 24, 2006 | 0 comments

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

happy belated v day=)>

hey guys, i'm back blogging.. heez.. sorry.. saw some dust accumulating liao.. *wipe wipe* haha.. happy belated v day to all=) hope u all had a wonderful day yest..

my valentine's day this year was bad.. guess wad i did? stay at home study for term test for today.. wth.. supposed to be a day full of surprises and joy yet i stayed at home studying.. but nvm.. at least i did something productive.. hahas...

i'm getting so lifeless.. during exams period.. i'm missing my shopping, working and gathering times so badly.. haiz.. can time pass faster.. hope i got a remote control to fast forward time.. or maybe to reverse time back if i really can.. then i wont make all the mistakes that i cant make up now.. haiz..

i left two more exams b4 i can start working and playing hard.. had so much plans wad to do during hols.. but i juz need time and money.. haiz.. sian.. i will work hard for money..

i'm falling sick soon.. keep coughing juz now during my term test.. shoo away all the germs and virus.. i dun wanna fall sick..

okays, study hard and rest well peeps.. dun forget to spend time relaxing too.. dun be too stressed up. take care n mis ya=)

# posted by eling | Wednesday, February 15, 2006 | 0 comments