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Thursday, January 05, 2006

i'm alright>

i am alright guys. dun worry about me.. juz need time to settle down.. thanks for ur concern =)
saw ur blog juz now and all the memories of u and me came back again. and there u go, my tears came down again.. i admit i am silly, not knowing that u care so much for mi.. i am juz foolish enough to be used by him again and again.. i noe it hurts u.. it hurts mi too.. but whenever i noe he needs help, i juz cant help it but to help him again. i dunno why. its not i like him. i am sure i dun like him now. maybe i am too used to it. give mi time to put things down. i am sure i can. believe mi.

i dunno how am i going to cross this barrier btw us.. arguements are common btw frens. and i hope this major arguement will make our frenship stronger.. i wish that i will still be the one that u can confide in and depend on.. but i juz dunno whether this can happen again..

frens need no apology as u meant, but i think whenever things come to the worst, its always good to apologise. or else things will get worst if days go by.. accumulate more and more.. fri is coming soon yet i dunno wad kind of expression i shall put on when seeing u. maybe its a time for u to cool down tats why u dun wanna meet mi.. den its okay den.. i shall go myself.. anyway, we will still meet each other in the canteen..

u definitely haf the rights to interfere in my life, cos u are my best fren.. i need someone to guide my life u shld noe.. its not i misunderstand u, its ur words that make mi misunderstood u.. i nv tot u will end this frenship thats why i said i cant IMAGINE that u wrote that on ur blog.. okay, enough liao... shldn't say more..

humans are good actor and actress at times.. that include u and mi.. we still haf to face the world no matter wad.. nobody like to see our sullen faces everyday.. there's always a softer side of human but we cant see..

i nv told siang abt wad happened btw us. not even dict.. i juz hide everything inside of mi.. wishing that nothing had happened.. i didn't want everyone to noe that we are quarrelling.. its not some good thing i can share.. so why shld i say out? might as well bury it away.

i am glad that xiaoxin is alright again =) i din noe why is he losing fur too.. maybe too stressed? i dunno.. juz wish that health will be with it everyday.

i'm not working on tues i guess.. cos wed start school at eight.. will be booking shift later on.. think next week will be working on mon, fri and sat..

i appreciate that u cared for mi so much.. that i shld received better treatment. juz give mi time.. now all i can say is i need time to think things out.. afterall, too much things had happened........

# posted by eling | Thursday, January 05, 2006

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