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Monday, October 30, 2006

grrrrrrr...>

PISSED OFF!
so angry.
u shld noe why.
we shall not talk anymore.
no more.
i shall be a goooooodie pie and keep quiet.
not asking anything.

juz let me cool down.
its doesn't matter anymore.
cos i am non-existence too in ur eyess.

SHOO!~
i wanna bite!

# posted by eling | Monday, October 30, 2006 | 0 comments

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

my bad my bad n my bad>

its all my fault..
my hobby is juz spending money..
i dun spend i will die..
thats me from the very first day u know me..

i noe u are saving up..
i noe..
and i am trying my best not to spend..
and work more..
even whole day after waking up early in the morning..
so i can help u relieve some of ur burden..

but this doesn't seems the way..
i am like a burden to u..
if i spend more, u will need to replenish mi more..
i did save up for this month..
and i am proud of myself..
but but but..
its juz not enough..
NOT ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING..
forget it..
my efforts will nv be seen..

its boring life..
i did complained i admit..
its juz my fault..
should haf shut my big fat mouth up..
for suggesting watching a movie next week..
then all this wont happen..

overall, its all my fault..
for being demanding..
i'm apologetic for being such a person..
i'm sorry.
gdnite. i dun wish to think anymore..
drop tears.

# posted by eling | Wednesday, October 18, 2006 | 0 comments

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

happy 5 monthss>

its 5 months from where we started.. happy monthsssss.. hope this will last all the way..

actually today its juz a normal day..
woke up, went to work..
after work, went to his house..
and woosh!
a surprise for me...
hehe..

first is the roses bouquet made of strawberries

nice? hehehes.. so sweet of him...

2nd surprise.. a chocolate cookies cheese cake that he made himself.. potential house man he can be.. hohohohoho... muacks muacks..

i dun bear to eat the strawberries... they are still in the fridge.. cos its juz so nice.. thanks for everything darling.. i love uuu.. =)

# posted by eling | Tuesday, October 10, 2006 | 0 comments

Saturday, October 07, 2006

...>

I hate the feeling of being ignored.
So pls dun give me that feeling.
its juz so.................................................
i dunno how to explain.
u all shld noe how it feels.

Feeling down nowadays..
I dunno why..
Mood swing bah..
Sometimes I really wonder am I still existing on this tiny earth.

Sometimes I really wondered.
Wad can really makes me feel happy?
All the love from him?
A sheepish smile from him?
A surprise from him?
A message from frens that they do remember me?
The feeling of shopping around buying the things I wanted?
Actually I think, is all of the above.
I am so hard to be contented.

Frens do come and go in ur life.
But who is the one that really imprint a hard footprint on ur heart is the crucial one.
I do need a few. Just a few.
And I know they are with me when I need them.
Thanks. I really appreciate that.
Not to mention my precious him who is always with me all the times..

SHOO!~
Lets talk about some happy things now..
Finally passed my BTT with my dearest.
Another thing, he?s waiting for TP for his bike license now..
So fast.. I am so proud of him..
I am gonna have a private chauffeur! Hees
No la.. its more convenient than taking the public transport..
Somemore we stay so far away..

Anyway, darling's sis is going away to aust tmr.
Hope everything will be well for her.
I will miss her and her in-middle-of-the-night cooking.
Some taste really good i can say.
Take good care=)

i wanna unwind.........................................

# posted by eling | Saturday, October 07, 2006 | 0 comments

Monday, October 02, 2006

zzzzZZZZZZZzzz>

tired tired tired.. my attachment now is no slack but TIRING.. why?
let me show u..

Mon to Thurs: stationed in NUH
Fri and Sat: In gleneagles medical centre

Actually i dun mind the running here and there part.. but i need to carry my super super super heavy equipment around here and there.. can u imagine? somemore its not that i am only working in attachment.. i haf another job man.. this life can really makes me feel so worn out after a day..

wan to help mi lose weight oso not by this way.. argh....! somemore i dun haf transport.. cant always take taxi.. $500 a month oso not enough use man..

let mi grumblesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss............

i feel like a old lady.. k la.. so tired.. nite peeps.. meet u all in lala land..

# posted by eling | Monday, October 02, 2006 | 0 comments