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shoo away all the unlucky n bad stuffs! all i wan is peaceful n happy life.. i am easily contented.. juz dun let anything bad happen to mi or him anymore.. we are tired of it..
this week sucks to the core.. everything is happening in a blink of second.. actually is all happening on him.. all i can do is to stay by his side.. hoping he's fine den i will be happy.. feel so sad seeing him in such a painful n agonized state.. how i wish all this things can happen to mi.. sometimes i juz feel so useless.. cos i can do nothing to cheer him up but juz staying quietly at his side.. sorry dear, wadever happens, u still haf mi k? cheer up=)
oh yah.. juz went to long bar for a interview with him today.. yeah hooray, i can try out bartending finally.. but if i dun like i can always switch to service side.. long bar environment is more to relaxing type with peanut shells all over the place.. haha.. but i still will work in nab.. cos tts the place i feel belong to.. if we haf a choice, we will definitely stay in nab.. but juz too bad.. things doesnt go our way..
hmm.. attachment in 4 weeks time.. juz to keep u guys updated.. i am not posted to cgh for attachment.. cos i'm in research.. so most likely i will be in sgh.. sian.. so far away.. there goes my sleeping time..
went shopping with suiling n victor juz now.. surprisingly i bought only one clear mascara.. haha.. shocked leh.. cos i am not in the mood to shop for anything.. too much things had happened.. everything seems not appeasing to mi..
shall pray hard nothing goes wrong again.. tmr is ccn day.. shall shop ard in sch b4 i do my proj.. gotta do my research now.. guys, pray hard for mi will ya? hehs.. hugs*
sometimes i really feel i got too many things yet too little time.. or i am juz too lazy to do anything.. how i wish i can lie on my bed the whole day juz to sleep sleep n sleep.. but i cant.. simply cant..
coping with studies, work n love is tough.. but i am managing fine now.. i wont bear to lose any one of them.. cos they are all impt to mi..
got my new hp W810i.. dear dunno bought from which part of chinatown.. but he said its a good deal n refused to tell mi the amount.. anyway, i love this phone n thanks dear.. love ya lots n muacks.. sorry for letting u run here n there on thurs.. i felt bad..
lotsa things had arised but this juz add more learning points to our relationship.. lets keep it this way k?
gonna go for tutorial.. super slpy now.. i wan my bed.. hehs.. take care peeps=)
cries.. lost my hp yest while walking in bugis street.. super heartpain.. if i lost V3I i wont be so sad.. K750I got lotsa memories.. some things cant be gained back.. all my things are gone gone gone.. i cursed the person who took my hp! arghhhhh.......
haiz.. forget it.. wad is lost is lost.. cant be gain back.. need to save up money to buy a new hp.. i cant stand V3I.. super not user friendly.. wads the use of being slim n sleek? grrRrr....
sorry dear.. i noe i made u dulan yest.. lets wait for the price of W810I to drop first b4 we regret k? i noe u dun bear to see mi in pain.. but i still haf phone mah.. no rush no rush..
i'm super suay nowadays.. anyone got good lobang for hp pls contact mi k?
oh yah.. anyone seen this blog pls leave mi a sms.. i may have lost ut hp no.. thanks n hugs*
feel like blogging tonite.. so here i goes..
alot of things had came to my mind..
to YOU:
i still care about ur feelings.. but i dunno how to express.. we made alot of promises to each other n i am still living with it.. i wanted u to be the first to noe when i'm attached.. but i can't.. i fear of wad ur reply will be.. so i din.. sorry to make u feel non-existent or wad.. i have told suiling to pass the msg.. may u find ur true love soon.. i will definitely chip in the bottle of RoSe with suiling.. take gd care n dun be stress up=)
yups.. i've found someone close to my heart.. boy, thanks for always being there for mi.. i appreciate it alot.. hugs*
tmr will be working again.. sian.. but nvm la.. 8 bucks is a great deal.. hehs.. hope wont be busy tmr.. *prays hard* hahaha..
gonna go to bed.. tired liao.. nites peeps=)
i am starting to hate sch.. proj proj n projs.. why there is a need for all this? now i really wish for attachment.. and e-lects sucks la.. i dun haf the motivation to go n listen to them.. so sian.. yup.. finally i am back to start bloggin again.. sorry guys.. makes my blog looked so abandoned.. hehs..
life has been fine.. stuck in btw sch n work.. its tiring i noe.. but no choice.. nobody feeding mi.. lol.. how i wish i have 48 hrs a day sometimes.. then i can take things as slow as i wan..
my mood swings very easily nowadays.. i guess its becos i am lack of slp.. sorry guys if i made ur day a bad one.. real sorry.. thanks for ur concern too.. i'm juz lack of slp.. i'm glad that i have u guys in my life.. hugs*
i am deprived of shopping again.. anyone free pls ask mi out for shopping k? haha.. but control mi at the same time =D
pink n white party yest was a breeze.. i really wondered is there a need to have it every month.. sales is low, waste money n human's energy.. bet its not going to stay after 6 months..
i'm slpy after listening to e-lects.. it got hypnotising effects.. hahahas.. k, update u guys soon.. take care=)
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