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parents went to genting again.. leaving mi and my bro at home.. so sian.. luckily i am working tmr n thurs.. but it doesn't make a diff.. cos whether my parents are at home anot.. i am not restricted to report to them when i go out.. juz not used to it when the house is so quiet. lols
went kbox with steph, kwoo, cindy, michelle, genie n king juz now.. sang from 7 to 10pm.. poor cindy lost $40.. dun sad k.. next time be more careful.. money can be earned back.. but we enjoyed ourselves singing our hearts out..
den we went to clarke quay to walk n stroll around.. my first time seeing bungy singapore.. it was wow.. i was like "oh my god" when i saw it.. feel like trying but its $50 per person.. so ex.. so i juz enjoy the scene of others having their bungy ride..
sitting by the riverside.. how romantic if my mr right was with mi.. hahas.. still long long way b4 i find one lah.. those who are attached shld really haf their date there.. no regrets i guarantee u.. hahas..
looking forward to fri.. will be celebrating jiang's bday den.. how rare i will not work on fri.. lols.. nitez peeps=)
guess wad.. i failed my btt for driving test.. shucks.. this sucks sia.. i must pass it the next time.. no kidding.. its easy.. how can i failed it? waste my six dollars and time only.. haiz haiz.. i will pass it next time.. trust mi=)
sianz.. why is it raining all the time nowadays.. i cant do so much things when its raining.. feel like jogging but cannot liao.. i seriously need to lose weight liao.. feeling tat i am growing fatter everyday.. haha.. even though i walk around alot.. but still.. i am fat lah.
going for kbox with my poly frens tmr.. hahahas.. finally a kbox for mi.. long time nv sing liao.. yeah.. tata guys=)
finally its saturday.. tmr will be my off day.. i am gonna rest at home and study for my basic theory test for driving.. shit.. i hope i wont fail it.. i haven get a thing in my brain yet.. haiz.. haha.. i wanna go for metro sales.. anyone wanna acc mi? haha
i feel like doing so much things on my mind..
1) watch movies (its been dunno how long since i watched one)
2) gathering with my sec frens (i miss them so much)
3) going overseas (i wanna go taiwan)
4) shopping spree (hahahas)
5) kboxing (long time nv sing liao)
hahaha.. actually most i can fufil it.. juz i need time and money.. i juz realised money is a need.. without it, u really can do nothing.. haiz.. how sad..
oh yah.. tonight superband glamours will be jamming at suntec's fountain of wealth at 7pm if i am not wrong.. help mi go support them if u are free tonight cos i am working.. haha.. they are all my secondary sch frens.. all the best glamours=)
gonna prepare for work.. anyone free muz ask mi out for movies k? hahaha.. tata=)
i dunno whether i shld feel relieved or angry.. the billing thing is becos of chris staple my bill with the wrong bill.. wth.. made mi rummage the whole rubbish bin like hell.. its not fun ok.. when u are anxious and angry being said by him "i dun even noe whether u got throw away the receipt" by the stupid cashier.. pls lah.. its money leh.. will i be damn stupid to throw away tat?
forget it.. he apologised to mi.. i shldn't put it to heart.. juz wan to say out wad i feel.. wad the hell on earth is all the stupid and idiotic things happening to mi nowadays? i am really down down down on my luck. big sigh*
tmr will be payday again.. gonna shop for a bag.. bags bags bags, here i come.
i am feeling not myself anymore.. its this the eling ho tat she used to be? i dunno.. too much things had happened tat makes mi sit down and think wad makes mi to become a girl tat i dun even noe her.. maybe i've changed.. sometimes i juz need a shoulder to lie on or a hug so badly.. but too bad, my mr right haven arrived yet..
work is getting worst.. yest 40 ang mohs came up to lvl 72.. leaving mi and yvonne to handle them.. pls lah.. if u are understaffed, dun be smart-alec and let so much pple come up lah.. in the end, got one bill unsettled when i remembered its being charged to room charge.. however the receipt could not be found.. wth.. this case haven being settled yet.. either i need to pay or wat lor.. its 100 plus man.. pray hard for mi tat i wun need to pay for it.. i'm broke.
haiz.. too much tots in my mind.. juz too much.. until i dunno which is right and wrong. maybe i juz need some time to think.. take care guys
argh.. i am tired.. reach home at 5am yest morning.. cos i have to travel on the stupid transport tat went round singapore.. haiz.. so sian.. sometimes i really wonder why i slog so hard for? izzit for the money? or wad? i dunno.. i am so so so no life.. mosaic photos from jiang's phone.. so unfair.. why my hp can't do it! Min, Peggy, jiang n me Jiang n mE Min n me luckily its a ladies nite tat we went in momo.. nv ever drink bourbon coke.. it tastes like petrol lah.. min and peggy.. dun drink so much next time k? tell us ur problem its better.. drink too much not good for health oso.. talk to u guys next time.. gotta prepare for work again..
went clubbing with min, jiang and peggy on last wed.. this is some photos we took.. enjoy k?
today i went to take pay with tommy.. then we went to browse around at marina square for juliana's present.. bought her a esprit belt.. actually i like it myself too.. haha.. but nonono.. cannot buy.. no money liao.. then after tat went to eat sakae sushi with him.. dun ever eat the bibinba at marina or bugis.. it sucks lah.. only the citylink there one nice.. the nicest i haf ever eaten i tell u..
after which i went home to put my stuffs and then went to meet up with jiang, amanda, chua, min and peggy at changi village.. everyone has their problems to solve actually.. i wonder when will this world be problems-free.. may we live strong and happy everyday k? muacks
its 3.59am now.. its time for mi to go to bed liao.. tata=)
went out on sun with my oldies.. went to wild wild wet with jiang and shu first.. wanted to suntan but in the end we din.. haha.. then xinyan came to meet us for dinner.. cos she had her aunt's visit.. we had great fun.. took so much pics.. its photo's time again.. enjoy!=) *smiless* *posing for a cute look* -=Le. Ai. Nu. Xi=- *stressed n pulls hair* shu, wad are u trying to do?(we are posing for a nice pic actually) haha.. jiang got beaten up and shakes her hand.. but where is shu? *beaten up**one. two. three. four* argh.. got some photos cant be uploaded.. pissed* hahas.. actually today was a great and relaxing day for mi to work.. except for one guest scolded mi for nothing.. i din scolded him back as i believe wad u do on others will return to u.. i maybe stupid but at least i live in peace.. sounds chim rite.. hahas.. tmr gg down to take pay.. i muz spend less on shopping.. this is one of my promises i made to myself.. but its hard.. cos i'm a 19 years old girl.. its a growing up process.. i muz learn to save up.. jiayou eling! take care guys. muacks
guys, this is my results..
Drug Development and clinical trial:B+
Basic Pharmacology:A
Molecular Biology:C+ (oh my shit man)
Mammlian Cell Technology:B+
Communication SKill 4:B (hooray, finally a B. hahas)
Color and Composition:B (did the teacher grade wrongly?)
GPA:3.36
haiz.. actually i am not satisfied with my results.. could have scored better for bpharm.. cos its a easy paper.. and my gpa dropped to 3.36! wth.. i was supposed to make it go up this sem.. cos next sem sure will be damn busy with attachment.. shit shit shit shit.. i am so gonna die man.. haiz..
no point crying over spilled milk.. work yest nite was damn bloody busy.. vulgarities kept coming out from my mouth... smack my mouth* shld use all tat less.. its not girl for a girl.. but sometimes its juz the situation tat makes mi to scold all tat..
i dun care how others look at mi.. i am myself.. i do wad i feel is correct.. with all the weird and idiotic stares i am having nowadays, although i feel uncomfy, but this is my consequence and i will bear it.. i shld haf predicted b4 i do anything.. i wont repeat the same mistakes.. this is a promise to myself..
gonna prepare for work again.. tmr going sentosa.. cos xinyan is having her aunt's visit.. picnic and chit-chatting under the sun.. yipee=)
suddenly i felt its time for mi to wake up and stop doing silly things to myself.. felt so embarassed after nab chalet.. its the most ugliest moment of my life i felt.. i drank too much and make a fool of myself.. i swear i would never ever get drunk again in my life.. NEVER. this is enough for mi.. i dun wanna make a fool out of myself.. alcohol level during this period of my life have been too high.. its time to let my poor body rest. i juz realised.. my pretty son being dressed up by chloe, eleven and debbie.. hahas.. suiling and mi juliana and mi pretty son and mi after his make-up session.. i wonder whether he's a girl in his past life tats all folks.. update u guys more.. will be working non-stop for these few days.. looking forward to my oldie's outing on sunday! going wild wild wet... yipee =)
enough of tat.. today i went shopping with shuhui, weisiang and jiang.. eventually wanted to get something for serene as her bday is coming.. but end up getting so much things for myself.. oh no.. i am broke again.. who can feed mi for the time being? hahas..
yeah.. tmr going to register for my driving test finally.. after all the procastination and delaying.. finally i am going to fufil it.. provided i can wake up tmr.. hahahas..
this is some of the photos i took in nab chalet.. enjoy k?=)
yest i went shopping with min and cai e.. bought some tops.. then we wandered around.. after tat suiling came and meet mi.. cos she wanted to buy her hand bag.. haha.. but we juz realised that the shop had closed down in town.. sorry girl.. make ur trip to find mi wasteful.. i hope victor is okay.. mi and suiling.. she looked so cute with her fringe short.. haha =D mi and min.. her dimples so nice=) min, suiling and mi xiaohei, min, suiling and mi cai e and mi.. i think my flash light too strong liao.. sorry =P nab staffs: suiling, amanda and mi.. i juz realised amanda worked in nab before.. hahas.. the world is juz so small...
after tat we went clubbing at phuture.. eventually wanted to go zouk.. but its mambo's nite there.. the music there is not to our liking.. hmm.. the drinks there is nice.. mi and suiling share a jug of midori 7-up and kurant 7-up.. nice nice.. then danced abit.. till 3 plus then go for supper then went home.. reached home at 6 plus.. which is so so so tired.. yet i need to work later.. i noe i shldn't grumble.. this is wad i want one mah.. hahahas..
photo's time! =)
disgusted. this is wad i am feeling now.. saw someone's blog and found out how bastard and disgusting u can be.. oh my god! how can i be so blind last time! i dun understand.. nvm.. its over.. juz dun let mi find another bastard in this world! shoo shoo shoo! does my life only filled with bastards i wondered sometimes.. haiz.. i dun even wish u and ur girl all the best. i take back all my words. i am evil. hahas =P cos u dun deserve my blessings
feeling so down at this moment too.. at least we talked it out.. i felt much better actually.. thanks for giving mi a chance to let mi noe how u are feeling.. i will be okay after a nite's sleep.
take care guys=)
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